This is the most terrifying thing I have ever done.
I lost my kid in a corn maze.
I jumped from a plane.
I had life-saving, emergency surgery.
I swam with sharks.
I spoke in front of 5,000+ people.
One time, I even got to watch a meth lab get busted. I was haz-matted up and all.
This, though…this makes me ill, just typing about it.
I will be launching my website on 11/1/17. Why?
Why not? I’ve wanted to do this for years. I’ve blogged/journaled on and off my whole life and I’m not ready at all to show the world my most vulnerable thoughts, but I’m doing it. This is how we grow. I’m of the “rip off the band aid” mindset. It hurts? Let’s make it hurt hard and fast.
I’m afraid. I don’t know of what, exactly. However, I believe fear is just a reminder of a place that needs more love. Love can’t reach what you don’t share.
So, here goes nothing.