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Oh, Baby Graf, this Clomid has got me dreaming crazy dreams and thinking crazy thoughts.  Not actually crazy.  Really, quite beautiful and insightful, if I do say so myself.  I’ve recently made a strong effort to not take any medications.  I have had to take a couple advil on 2 different occasions, but absolutely not antibiotics, no caffeine, no over-the-counter creams, and no sinus meds other than the Clomid.

I’ve been really grounded lately.  Like, grounded to the Earth.  I feel very balanced and capable.  I feel strong in nature and I feel like there are so many good things ahead.  I don’t know if that’s the Clomid, or just result of all the hard work that we (your Dad and I) put into this life we live.   I spent hours on the hammock yesterday listening to “Sugar Man” by Rodriguez on repeat on my iPod.  It was brilliant.  I love that song and although it’s about drugs, it has a lullaby feel to me and I can’t get enough of it.

Your Dad and I; we are so happy.  We have been so happy for years.

I love him and even better, he loves me.

I think about how much I will love you and I know that I just can’t comprehend it.  Whatever love I have known, no matter how great, will not even compare to the way I will live for you.  Right now, it’s difficult to think about being more dedicated to anyone other than Wade.  It’s mysterious and magical to me and I can’t wait to experience it.

I want to keep it as pure as possible.

Blessings, little one.

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