Apparently, my previous blog may have not clearly conveyed what I mean. Just to clarify, I’m ready to be my old (young), happy self again. The pressure that goes along with not working has destroyed my self esteem and I feel like I am more irritable and just not as joyous as I used to be.
That’s going to change! It’s just scary to think: what if it doesn’t? What if I hate the job and I’ve gone from a job that I enjoyed (while I was allowed to actually do my job) to a job that I loathed only to leave (sacrificing a nice paycheck) for another job that I don’t like?
So scaaaaaarrrrrrrryyyyyy! As I said earlier though, things will work out for the best…maybe not on my timeline, but that’s where prayer comes in.