I did blog yesterday, but I quickly took it down. I really do enjoy writing here every single day, but feel that there are some things that need to be kept to myself. It’s tough for me to draw that line because I believe in full disclosure, but I know I have to be respectful of the people that I mention; as they may not have a platform to defend themselves or, just feel attacked.
What’s important to know is that I feel a little hurt. I’m praying for patience (what’s new), understanding and the strength to forgive. I do hate to use caution in my writing, but I think it’s the only way to go for this blog.
Also, in my blog that I didn’t post, I wrote about forgetting my grandmother’s birthday.
“I forgot my Grandmother’s birthday. I can’t believe it. I don’t forget things – period. It was December 10th and I just feel terrible about it. Thankfully, I was able to get her some crabcakes and bread pudding, but it’s not the same as a phone call on your birthday…In any case, it IS 100% my responsibility and that’s that. So…
Grandma, I’m soooooooo sooooooo soooooooooooo sorry! I’m glad you enjoyed your meal and wish I could have been there to sneak a bite of the bread pudding. I love you and I look forward to celebrating with you next year!”
So, I’m hurt by someone and I obviously did something hurtful to someone. See??? That’s why this blog is so great. If I hadn’t taken the time to think this out, I wouldn’t have realized the karmic aspect of the whole situation! Interesting, to say the least. On to brighter, happier things…
Neal and Carolyn get in tomorrow and we just can’t wait. We’ve got Coke Zero coming out of our ears and we wish they were here right now! Okay, that’s all I have for today…
Blessings!